HOME......>.< sad sad sad........T.T

what is home????? now i finally realise what is home sweet home...today is sunday 21 of jun 2009...back from my auntie's there...i have no family in KL just got some relatives here...i really wanted to thanks all of my relative that when i have been at KL these 1 month....because when i got problem they will come help me straight and didn't care how far the place from my home to their home...when i always go to their home live for fews days when want back to my own home i will feel that i did not want to back to the home that i live now i wish to live with my relative until i finish my study...my family not here and because of my relative i feel that i have a family a warm family at KL...always when last day live at their home i will feel like gonna cry soon...today...finally i have cry...cry silently.......2009 1st time cry...what a stupid guy

because they always help me...and i don know wants how to thanks them...although my image in their mind is very bad...i really hope they can know the real me...because when i do bad thing they must see it...so that's why my image in their mind is bad...really hope they can know the real 1 of me...

in this weeks when i was sick heavily they very worry about me...they help me many thing..really cant count....today i back home then talk bout my family with my friends...and i also have been thinking of my relative that at KL and help me this weeks i really very thanks them...they have impress me and make me think back about my real family that at SDK...finally i can take it any more then i have cry...because i too miss my family that live in SDK...i hope to see them now...i very very miss them...i want my mother scold me and i also wanted to eat the food that my mother cook....i wish to see my 2 little brothers n of cause i wish to see my lovely father also...today also is father's days...i wish to celebrate with all of them....must be very happy one...

miss all my family members and also all relative.....hope see you all very soon

aiz....sick heavily looks like gonna die soon...so suffer dunno wan live or wan die...make me too suffer edi...cant tahan le

to all my lovely fren,relative,n oso my family....u all nid to take good care of ur self probably ah....i hv sick heavily o....really feel very suffer aiz....juz like wanna die....the 1st day juz hv fever...but on the morning of 2nd days my sick becom more serious oledi...i cant wake up from bed or sit or stand...whn i wanna wake up from bed or sit or stand up i will feel very wink...n my fever hv becom more serious oledi in the 2nd days i hv 发高烧 oledi...i tell my relative thn they so worry bout me...my 表姐 hv call an ambulans go to my condo thr fetch me...til the clinic the doctor hlp me 打针...i tot i hv infect h1n1 from the beginning...but til the clinic thr the doctor tell me nvm no ting de its juz a fever...now i no nid to worry le...juz nid to rest more n drink more water...but i nid to take care oso cos i hv no fully recover yet...

u all nid to take care of ur self probably o knw...k la type til here la...type next time cos i wan rest le...my headache hv started le...

wat the!!!! i din dare go to swim oledi...oh my god

today my condo here...have people died in the swimming pool...oh my god...who dare go to swim again??? my god....i just back home then got thing happen...is die people....that guy in the water already 30 minutes above...got a girl at there but why that girl didn't go to rescue that guy...is her friend also...still at there take photo...my gods...=.='''...don't know them la maybe got some thing happen to them not very sure...but i really first time see...juz few minutes he have died...i see him still play 2 child at there after few minits he have drown in the water...thn after 30 minutes he have pass away...time pass fast...lol...

the weather in kuala lumpur didn't good we must drink many many water...i did but still sick =.=''' i too weak already...already sick fews times already...come here although i feel sad...but also got some thing tat make me feel happy also...although i wanted to thanks them but i don't know how to convey to them feel shy tehe...i feel happy cos i have many friends that care me...of cause including my relative the most i wan the most that i wanted to thanks they hlep me many whn i was in kuala lumpur...i wanted to thank them but same also i also felt very shy to say those thing to them...what a failure person am i...

long time no see all my family members hope now can go back home to see all of them...hope they are fine...the life style in kuala lumpur not suitable to me...so thats why i hope to go back to sandakan my home town...

and also long time didn't see all my friends hope can see you all 1 day hehe...see you all soon friends...hope you all fine there...hehe...

go into the school juz second week we all already got kerja kursus to do...next week we all got assignment to do...wish no thing to do...but because of my future i will do all of it and also i will hardworking i will not let all of my family and relative feel disappointed to me...

okay...its time to sleep cause i have eat medicine so need to early sleep...good night n take care...bye all...next time i will tell more n more bout my life style...byee miss you all(my friends,relative,and also my family members) ^.^